I’ve struggled with time management most of my adult life – but this diagnosis has upended any efforts I’ve made at keeping on tasks.

I am having a hard time maintaining focus on anything – it’s been difficult to get my classes ready for fall semester. My expectations of what I’d get done over the summer and what actually got done are completely not aligning – there is potential for a hot mess in the first week(s) of classes.

Adding to my focus fallout – my anxiety is increasing I think it’s because I have a follow-up scan next week.

This whole process feels like I’m sitting on a carnival ride I don’t want to be on, but my “friend” convinced me to try it (at this point they are no longer my friend). The freaked out anticipation — what’s going to happen to me, when will it start, how bad will it be, how long will it last?

and… my train of thought derailed…..